again it’s been a while since my last post but days can be hard and some easy, some busy and some jammed packed full of nothing! It sounds ridiculous but when you have days off to do nothing and that continues day after day you feel like doing nothing. When I have a lot of time on my hands I don’t often feel like doing a lot, going on twitter, facebook and playing FIFA seems to be the agenda. When I don’t have a lot of time on the other hand I am motivated, feel better in myself and confident. These past couple of weeks have sucked big ass cracks because I cannot be bothered with having this time on my hands, I need a career and I need it now which at the moment nobody can offer. I am applying for jobs then getting turned down instantly when if they met me or understood me in anyway I’m sure they would give me a shot because after all, not being big headed, but I am a good intelligent worker which some employer out there should identify and grab the opportunity just like I will when it comes knocking! I should’ve led with the title RANTING really but this is pretty much what has been my head the past week or two. Despite that come dine with me challenge has been going alright and Kirst had an awesome birthday, hungover like mad next day mind! Peace x